Friday, October 29, 2004
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It was my b'day yesterday...Did an entry but couldn't get the damn blogger to publish it, so here goes...
It was the same birthday as the previous years coz i juz spent it by myself... Except for a few perks from a few ppl, it was juz another normal day for me... Thanx to all of u who wished me all the best. Somehow, u made my day a lot sweeter... N to u, yes u there readin this, u noe who u are... U're still the sweetest... thanx sweetheart!
N so we come to Friday...my 1st day off...n i had to freakin come to werk...at 6.30 in the mornin! N wat was worse, i juz reached home! Of all the rotten luck... But at least i can claim 1 day off. So now i'm left with 8 more days of werkin. Guess tat means the last day of Ramadhan is also the last day i'll be werkin...
Yusuf got to noe abt me nearly finishin, so wen i was in camp juz now, we were runnin ard, takin pics n all tat with his new digicam. He said he wanted sumthin to remember me by, the only provost who really noes how to have fun durin nite duty. the times we had...*sigh* Well, but i'm positive, rota duties will nvr be the same w/out me... N they all noe it... The most kilat provost is gonna ORD, so u guys better behave wen i go... Gonna miss all u pricks... n Long Live ROTA 1!
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9:14 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
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My birthday today. Like all my other birthdays, i spent time alone...reflecting...
Another birthday spent alone...hahah...wat a LOSER i am... I'm too dejected to even type...
hahah...
well, few minutes after the stroke of midnite, sum1 made my day. Thanks sweetheart... n yeah, ibu(my aunt), called me up to sing her birthday song... all 3 versions of it...lol...thanks ibu... I love ya... n some of the guys in camp knew, n they wished me happy b'day... Thanks guys... So i got a lot of well wishers... Thank u all!
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11:33 PM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
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Wat a day this has been... my eyes were stingin like hell, so i couldnt realie see anythin...everythin was a blur...dammit... So, coz of my eyes, i was quiet today...very2 quiet... make that VERY quiet... Lee was pissed coz i wasnt my normal self...hahah...he was walkin past me n yelled out. "hey BITCH!!" n i juz stood there smilin at him...guess wat he did? the prick came back n asked, "wat's wrong? fitri u sick izzit? y so quiet? disturb me la...call me bitch la... eh, y? wat happened?" the prick was buggin me everytime i saw him...hahahah... so i was mopin ard the whole day coz nobody wanted to help me with my lenses...all sick n tired oredi of manja-ing me...heheh...so i guess i'll juz have to endure the pain for now...
i felt so restless juz now...dunno y... felt like there's sumthin wrong, other than my eyes... like i forgot sumthin... i din forget anything did i? hhmmm... i din forget all my sneaky glances, i din forget wat to do at werk, n i din forget tat i was fasting...so wat izzit? oh yeah...thank god bloggin helped me remember wat...it's faizal's b'day 2day... Well prick, lemme juz wish ya a HAPPY HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY. Sorry u have to be spendin it with ur army mates with whom u only knew since yesterday...hahah...well, sorry we din get to go on our outing as we planned... bet a lot of the gay guys would have been realie turned on by us...lolz! Nvm, u're nvr gonna read this aniway, so i'll wait till u book out next week then...in the mean time..."Recruit Faizal! SEDIA! *hands over vibrator* Here's sumthin to keep u entertained on ur b'day...I hope u share it with all ur bunkmates! HAHAHAHAHAH!!! KELUAR BARIS!!"
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8:16 PM
Monday, October 25, 2004
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I told them but they wouldn't listen. I told them noot to go Geylang tat day. "It's a saturday" i said. Bound to be trouble. I'm not scared, mind u, but i juz feel sorry if any1 gets hurt accidentally.
Now Miz is warded. Stabbed. Rite smack in the middle of the freakin bazaar. Whose fault izzit then? N why did all u pricks run? Wanna be gangster wat...wanna show 'terror' wat... Who's gonna answer now? Now i gotta be involved. U all think i so free izzit? This is wat u get for not listening to me... I'm sorry fpr Miz, i realie am, but every1 noes i'm tryin to pull out, keep away. This is pissin me off. Dont act like gangsters if u're afraid of the consequences n run. I'd better juz stay home for the time bein so tat i wont be givin each of u a tight slap.
So this is the way i am...the way i lead my miserable life... A troublemaker since young... explains the MAT-ness, explains the vulgarities tat come out of the huge, stupid hole in my face every 30 seconds, explains why i'm a turn off for every1 ard me... "Settle down, THEN u're free..." yeah rite...settle down... With these kinda 'frens' ard me? My 'bros'? Nobody cares to even get close with a prick like me... Wrong place? Wrong time? Nah, its juz the wrong way i chose to lead my life, n now there's no turnin back. Juz wonderin how far i can 'swerve'....
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10:10 AM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
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It's a good feelin to be able to be here, in front of the pc... coz this means tat i got thru a horrible nite...I must be cursed for not fasting yesterday, coz i nearly got charged last nite...a real narrow escape for me. N to think i juz handed in my documents for my ORD clearance...Phew...
It was all thanks to the duty driver, coz he went back home, taking one of the force's lorries n the DO, "siao2" as he was, managed to find out n was lookin for the damn driver on duty. So no points for guessing who he held responsible for the driver 'stealin' the lorry n goin out of camp. Serves me rite for always bein Mr Nice Guy. Everybody was panickin n askin me wat to do, coz as usual, it's always up to 'Bo-Chap' Fit to save the day.
Didnt get very far with my sweet talkin to chng aniway, so i juz made my bo-chap face, said my thank-yous n walked away to have a smoke. When the driver did come back ard 2 hrs later, i was already hit with the fact tat i'm gonna be charged, gonna extend n worst of all, cut 'BOTAK' again! Me? Botak again? Oh, its a cruel, cruel world i live in...*sob*
So wat happened after tat? I was calmin every1 down, tellin them not to lose their temper coz it was our fault this happened, n to always end our sentences with "sorry". Well, so much for good advice. Every1 listened to me xcept for...MYSELF... heheh... He's juz lucky the guys pulled me back, or he'll be nursin at least a broken nose, the prick... The way i was makin fun of him, tryin to get him to be even angrier at me had every1 bursting with laughter. hahah...oh, n the continuous "Sir, u ok or not? U ok ah? U sure ah?" even had me wantin to burst... hahah... I was taunting him until even he din noe wat to do n juz left us alone... hahah...
So, sumtimes u dont have to be nice to get away with things, juz...DEGIL NAK MAMPOS!!!
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11:45 AM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
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Still angry with the world... I'm angry with ppl, angry with myself n VERY, VERY angry with McDonald's for servin breakfast... tats y i'm not fastin today...hehehe... When god chained up all the setan2 gondol, he forgot bout my frens, the ones who were all the way askin me if i wanna smoke, wanna eat on the way to the interchange... yes, I'm talkin bout U, Rudy & An... *middle finger* hahah... but they blanja, so nvm la...heheh... so bad 1... Not even 10 days...haiya... But now at home, cannot smoke, wait my mom very the BISING u noe... hhmmm...
Well, pretty uneventful yesterday xcept for meetin the old guys from my camp who came for the reservist reporting. It was good to see them again...all FAT oredi...hahahah... We all buka-ed 2gether-gether but i din realie eat coz Jeff din bring any food, so I gave him my rice n i only ate my kuih's... Pity him...look so hungry...heheh...anak orang kaya la katakan, mana boleh tahan lapar kan...kan? kan? kesian dia...meh dok ngan abg meh...ala cayang... *Jgn main tuduh-tuduh...* heheheh...
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10:40 AM
Friday, October 22, 2004
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I remembered sum1 sayin to me.."the way u see things are...wierd" well, cant blame any1 for feelin tat way. I may be the only 1 who can lite up my frens' lives, n i'll bet i can be the only 1 laffing in a hospital room full of dying ppl. Tats me. A guy so sick i even drive myself crazy. Now i dont even noe the reason i'm here, writin an entry again, maybe its coz i need to talk, to say sumthin, make myself heard... it's nice, bangin my fists on the keyboard , waitin for wen the damn thing's gonna break in 2... i'm juz pissed...i'm sick n still bein nagged for wakin up late... Wat, she thinks i like wakin up late? I'm pissed even at myself for tat...Isnt tat torture enuf?
I look in the mirror n wat do i see?
A monster, smilin at me.
Y's it lookin at me?
coz i smiled 1st.
why the hell did i do tat for?
to quench my curious thirst?
n then somehow upon me it dawned...
the monster's me, angry, hated,scorned...
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3:35 PM
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My mom's naggin non-stop coz i woke up late n din go for prayers, i'm feelin sick & wipin snort off my face every 15 seconds, n so i can safely say this is goin to be a freakin weekend. N juz received the call, "fitri, today come early, got reservist reporting again..." AAArrrrggghhh!!!! BINGIT AH!!!! Bodoh, tak tau nak buat sendiri ke??? Da besar pon nak menyusahkan orang la, baruah betol....
i'd give anythin to re-live my past nites, coz wen u end ur nites with smiles, ur days rarely ever goes wrong... I'd give anythin for a laptop...damn...
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2:10 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
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I just have the freakin feelin tat this is the start of a realie screwed up weekend. It's 1 & i juz woke up, & juz realized tat i'm late for friday prayers...again. Now i have to endure the torture my ears are goin thru, coz my mom's naggin at me non-stop. I'd rather be out in this freakin cold & wet weather than be nagged at...
It seems like i'm down with flu, n a slight fever...yeah, its buggin me...wipin snort off my nose every 30 seconds... Gonna be a bad weekend? well, it has all the makings of 1... Wat luck...phoooeeeyyy... I'd give anythin to at least own a laptop, at least then i noe my nites will be spent fantastically even in camp, n all tats happenin now will juz be temporary pain in the ass... Coz wen u end ur nites with smiles, ur days can never go wrong...well, i'm smilin now juz thinkin bout it...
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10:38 PM
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Juz buka puasa...had spaghetti... 1 serving did it, i'm so full now. Its already like, the 1st time i buka n ate so much. Even had my favourite kuih, kuih bakar berlauk... *smacks lips*
But, the kuih wasn't as good as the ones i had last time...too dry la... But it satisfied my craving, at least. Now havin a smoke while doin my update. Ciggarettes for dessert any1? heheheh...
Now, the thing tats buggin me now is...should i? or shouldnt i? I tried last time, only can tahan for 2 months... stop smoking tat is. My family's bugging me, n even i noe its not good. Ppl say tat i'm gonna die either of cancer or diabetes, effect frm too much coke...heheh... Touch wood, touch wood!! Dont say things like tat ok...akut boboy!!
Today was a good day i think...Now exactly a week oredi i posa u noe... Yeah! *raises hand in triump* I have tat sum1 to thank...hahah...my "good influence"...heheh... *kiss* If u ever feel like makin a great diffrence in sum1's life, then marry me ok? U'll make a whole lot of difference in MY life, i juz noe it...heheh...Burp!! Thinkin bout u makes me ful again oredi...time for another smoke...Cancer? CHOI!!!
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7:20 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
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I never seemed to be able to be left out of controversial events, & it doesn't even make a difference whether I'm there or not. Well, u guys r not gonna read this, i noe, but somehow, i wish u can... Aaaahhh, nvm, screw all u pricks...
Received a phone call this mornin frm Thai... "Alamak, lu punyer nama makin hot ah brader... Lu kira Playboy paling besar kat jrg west tau..." n so i went "Aper kau merepek nie? Kau tak tau ni pukul braper ke? Aku nak tido la, bapak kau gila!" *glances at watch:0830* "Takde, aku cuma nak bilang kau, Amin bingit pasal chickies yg dia bawak sumer asyik tanya2 pasal kau smalam, asal kau tak turun..." Thai said. N so i knew, the next time i'm seein this Amin, my name would be at the tip of every1's tongue, sayin "Fit bastard siak...da tau Amin yg bawak...yada yada..." Well, I din even TALK to them...Dunno their names, n dnt even wanna noe...freakin minahs...
Not the 1st time I got myself into this mess...In fact, it was just last week I got myself out of sumthin like this... N the cause of it HAD to be Amin again... Hey, I'll say it again, its not my fault ur gal likes me...yes, she's callin me up, so wat? even i have no time to entertain her...
I'm startin to think tat bein cute is a curse, n tat frm wat i see ard me, LOVE is....very rarely found in relationships... beginning to be NON-EXISTENT. The relationship u create, build, is an important part of ur life, n over time, it evolves n becomes a dream, a dream tat u'll want it to come true... n so u werk towards it, polishing tat uncut diamond so tat 1 fine day, u'll get to shine brightly in ur life... Dreams are never insignificant...Imagine ur dreams on the ground, gettin stomped n kicked at... Breaks ur heart doesnt it? I dunno if i'm tat good in givin myself advice, but i noe 1 thing...Cherish wat u have, n have the courage to take the risk, coz if u aren't willing to lose it all, then u've never loved n never been loved...
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1:50 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
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What a day this has been... It was rainin since mornin,,,Pissed me off, i swear... I was cold, realie2 cold, n was fasting... Nearly gave up, coz i couldnt stand it... bein in the cold gives me such an appetite, I swear... was so damn irritable juz now, n i knew it, coz ppl were pissed off at me. well, I dont care wat they thought...I never did aniwae, so y start now rite?
The provost meeting was crap. But at least it gave me a break from standin at the freakin gate openin n closin it for the damn pricks who i dont think even remember me... Bet if i ask them wat's my name, they'll juz go "Hah? who ah?" i'm sure of it... Back to the meeting...Misai juz talks crap...he says the same thing at every stupid meeting, do this, do that...n as usual, out of all ppl, I'm gonna get blamed for sumthin. bet its a record, coz i get fucked for sumthin everytime. Yeah, i was the 1 makin so much noise yesterday while the meeting's on...so wat? commander can hear, so wat? Like i said, I dont care... so take ur complains sumwhere else pls...
It din help tat i was laffin n gigglin away during the whole meeting, like i always do. Then got told off for takin pics with my camera...hahah... meetings like these are irrelevant, coz wateva i have to say will only get me in trouble, like always...
well, i'm feelin sick, n have got the sudden craving for a beer...should i? I dunno...
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9:09 PM
Monday, October 18, 2004
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Today...wat happened today? I wasn't myself...n ppl around me knew i wasn't as well. Am I the only 1 who feels that I have changed? Hhmmm...
I fasted again today...so this is a new record since the last 6 years...hahah... I can now realie say tat I have achieved sumthin... but y i did is a story all in itself I think... I'm juz tryin to impress sum1... I noe its wrong, but have I ever done anythin rite? hahah... but i got thru my frens' psycho-ing, so i'm pretty pleased... If last time, sure i would have joined them for a smoke oredi... Good willpower i must say... heheh... Oh, n the free ice-cream... heheh... pity i was fastin, if not i would have been piggin out on the ice-cream offered by this officer whom i barely even noe... malay sumore...tsk...tsk...
I'm feelin good today n i noe it...Coz i kept my promise n spoke to her 2day...hahah... But seemed silly, coz she juz laffed at me... So i had to stand there acting cool while holdin on to a freakin mop...hahah... N even if she still denies it, i think she went home for LUNCH!! lolz... n she smiled at me wen goin back, so now I'm smilin to myself, and this smile was stuck here from freakin 5.45 mind u... like my frens in camp said when they saw me smilin at her..."kesukaan!!" hahahah...
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7:58 PM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
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somehow the topic i'm gonna write about will seem inapproppriate n it'll seem like i'm bitchin, which i dont wanna do during this fasting month. But i think i'll carry on aniwae...
Last nite the time in camp was spent watchin hindustan with WAN, the new guy FAZLI (understudy) & LESLIE... So engrossed i was watchin Shah Rukh Khan tat my shirt got all wet with tears... Wan came up to me n said " I din think u would cry...U're not as bad as u seem to be...now i NOE u have a heart..." Hello. wat's tat s'posed to mean ah? Prick...
Halfway thru the show, RUDY called me up from OPs, askin if i wanted to get 'high' for the last time before fasting starts... Huh? There's no such thing as 'a last time'... I noe, its juz cough medicine, but still... I've been 'clean' for a while now n i intend to stay tat way...
N guess wat i saw when i decided to have a smoke after the show? Went into the mess n saw beer bottles n cough syrup bottles lyin around... Wah, so tempted i was...But, bein 'Mr Cool' i juz walked in, sat down, had a smoke & walked away. They knew by then tat i couldn't be bothered... so they later came up to me n offered to wake me up at 4. i agreed n went to bed...
Surprise! Woke up at 4 to find that they had cooked for me maggi n bought nutella for me( they noe tat i always eat nutella...heheh) The reason they doin all tat? So i will spare them from my 'Very the LASER mouth' who likes to pick on those always gettin high... but the only reason i'm writin this is to let out my anger & frustration, at the way they're takin the fasting month so lightly... I agree, i'm not exactly "warak' myself, but dont ever use ramadhan or sum other Muslim event as an excuse for that 'last high' la... Its...disgusting juz hearin tat... At least, show urself sum respect n leave religion out of this...
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10:08 PM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
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Today is a realie big day for me... I juz want to share this with everybody. Tomorrow is the 1st day of Ramadhan, so today is a big, realie big day... Its the last day I'm surfin 4 PORN...heheheh... By 2nite have to INSAF oredi... Have to be good boy... no more bitchin bout ppl, keep my hands off my di** & stop pervin at ppl...heheheh... me? Stop pervin? What's the point of living like tat? *sob sob*
Ok, was readin the testis ppl gave me, n i realized tat they're gonna miss me wen i finish my NS...hahah... i'm... surprised... I tot tat i was juz another asshole everybody couldn't wait to be rid of... But i was werkin on planning all my leave to clear in camp & ppl came, sat beside me & say "it'd be so boring wen u finish, & nobody else comin to rota seems as much fun...We gonna miss ya..." How can u not love these bunch of idiots? they made me feel so...special... *wipes tears from eyes*
1 thing pissed me off yesterday...they asked me to come early for some stupid reservist shit & i wasn't even s'posed to be involved... made me rush for nothin...damn... N 1 more thing...i queued up so long to buy 4D yesterday n i only got 3 out of the 6 numbers i wanted...the rest were sold out...stupid man...If those sold out numbers come out, i sure MENGAMOK one...Better go check now...Who knows? Maybe get 1st prize! but if like tat, gotta keep quiet, so ppl dunno, so i dont have to share! heheheh... If i win, how? wanna get married dahling? heheheh...
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7:18 PM
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In the mood to go buy 4D la...heheh... Wat numbers should i buy? hmmm...
2109, 0909, 2222, 1022, 1010, 1110
I think tats all la... Wish me luck... *kiss*
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12:18 PM
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Feel fucked up today... My head hurts!! Dunno how i'm gonna get thru the day... Wish i din drink so much last nite... spent some quality time puttin my head in the toilet bowl...hahah...
Well, the only gd thing tat happened yesterday was...I WENT SHOPPING!hahah...Bought me some t-shirts, boxers & usher's new CONFESSIONS PART 2 album. Even got a sample disc from Heineken music's 'thirst' DJ asia final... Groovin to it now (as much as i can move tat is) Usher's album is fantastic...was listenin to it the whole nite...
The bad part was reachin home n discoverin tat i bought the wrong size boxers! I accidentally took the 's' size...
damn...n i dont have time to go to PS to go change it... Wonder wat i'm gonna do with it...Frame the stupid Levi's boxer on my wall? hahah...
Still feelin queasy now...shit... To the guy who invented alcohol, its ok, i dont blame u, bapak kau memang gitu... ASSHOLE!
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11:02 AM
Monday, October 11, 2004
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I thought bout this question after hearin wat the Ustaz said. this was rite after seein the body bein buried in a place where I too, will find myself in someday... It's funny how many things come into ur mind when u see a jenazah bein buried. I for 1, am stumped by the above question. I have nothin to show, nothin to prove that i had done anythin. If i were to leave this world now, i can safely say that I won't realie be missed... I have yet to make a difference in anyone's life. I have yet to understand the purpose of bein here, the responsibility that was cast upon me as i entered this world. Enlightenment...that's wat i'm searchin for now... Anyone?
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4:39 PM
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Well, its a monday mornin n i'm up early...my !st off day sumore... Y i'm up is still a mystery... Maybe its coz i fell asleep early while waitin 4 my stupid sis to finish usin the pc...damn, i was waitin n waitin n she juz buat bodoh only... WWWAAATAAAAHHHH!!!! *gives my sis an 'ala Bruce Lee' flying kick*
Well, guess i'd better blog bout the weekend i had... so, saturday was relaxing, coz i slept the whole day in camp. After werk, i went to JP, walked ard n decided to meet Slac n the guys @ esplanade for the Reggae concert. Then it was off to ZOUK for some 'drum & bass'...yeah..wicked y'all!!
Sunday-spent the day bummin at werk by myself, sittin at the desk... My frens say tat maybe its coz i din go online last nite, so i was..."depressed'? hahah.. it was the 1st time they din see me online they said...wat pricks... Actualie, i juz wasn't in the mood, maybe its coz i missed all my cartoons 4 the weekend...lolz...
Even by goin out clubbin & havin fun with my frens, i felt...funny...like sumthin's missin...so i din realie enjoy myself, so, better luck next time i guess...
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8:20 AM
Friday, October 08, 2004
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Well, I'm glad i turned down all offers of goin out..coz its freakin rainin! Had a relatively slow day at werk, maybe it was coz i felt a lil too sleepy. Even had time to take a nap when on sentry duty...hahahah... Sori ah u all... No mood to layan u la...Open the gate urselves pls...hahahah...
Everybody looked busy today, coz the audit is juz a few days away...thank god i'm OFF on Monday...yeahooooo!! To all those werkin on monday, TOO BAD YA PRICKS!! I bet i'm gonna hav a swell time bummin at home watchin hindustan vcds...hahah...
Let's see...there's juz so many movies tat i wanna watch now...Exorcist, White Chicks & The New Police Story... Cant be fucked goin by myself...no fun in that...Looks like i juz have to wait for the vcds then.
Some ppl are goin to ZOUK 2nite...all the best ppl!! Its gonna be a hell of a party 2nite...wish i was there... Sori i'm not goin guys...I juz feel tat i have sumthin more 'important' to attend to. Have fun n ride safely y'all... Tell me bout it wen u get back.
I saw her...n she looked so good...loved the color...exactly like the 1 i got 3 years ago...never saw any1 look so gd in tat color...xcept for myself maybe...hahah...yeah rite...wat the hell am i raving about? Obsessed ah? Dream on lah beb...Take a good, long look at urself...u? no way...she told u oredi...no point bein so 'clingy'...u juz dont have wat it takes to make the cut...n u're certainly not rich, u bastard...
Stay away from me ppl...wat i have here is contagious...sadism, low self-esteem, rejection & a whole lot of things u wouldn't wanna hear bout...maybe i should juz log out now n save myself the self pity....maybe i should...
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8:02 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
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Have a lot of things on my mind rite now, so i cant decide wat to write abt, so i'll juz start by spitballing my way thru. Hope this makes as much sense to ME as it did for u...hahah...
Got thru last nite's screwed up duty with ease, thank god! I was sure of gettin confined juz now, thanx to my bloody RSM... He HAD to fuckin show up juz wen i was abt to eat dinner yest, so i had to throw away all the food on my plate n get upstairs rite away... Even got shouted at in front of every1 in the cookhouse... Stupid MISAI! But wat made MISAI angrier was the way i was giggling my head off wen the raised his arm to take a shot at me...the prick...
The new guy covered for wan last nite...it was better if i did it alone coz he juz slept the whole nite... But ok la, i understand, its his 1st time on nite duty mah...but wat pissed me off was I had to supply every1 with smokes last nite coz nobody had any! thank goodness IVAN paid my 20 bucks last nite...if not, sure die...
heard sumthin good yesterday... MISAI told RIDWAN tat he din wanna see me in the office, ever. Wat he meant was, he doesnt want me to go thru the normal office hour routine, which was compulsory for personnel 'ord-ing' in a few months. hahahah...wat luck! I'd juz hate to see his face everyday wen i come to werk...but if i werk every weekday, i could see my eye-candy n perv at her everyday... hhhmmm... But like i said, i'm rejected by every1... so i better not hope for anythin spectacular to happen.
now the problem... Should i go to JB with my mom today or not? hmmm... or should i go to JP n get my bro his prezzie? i dont wanna go ard JP buying toys alone...damn...nobody's free at a time like this...assholes...
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2:21 PM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
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This thing is makin me go crazy... I gorgot wat i wrote juz now... This is the 2nd time i'm writin this coz wat i wrote juz now din come out... Dont ask me y...i dunno... Ok, i'm writin in my blog juz to pls u, ok bitch? hahah... now u cant keep on sayin "Go post somethin new la..." so as not to make ur efforts wasted, here goes...
Ok, had an ordinary weekend-met my frens, got drunk,yada yada yada... in short, simple & boring. Sunday was a wee bit better coz i was able to earn some money... Not as a pimp, i wish it was tat fun*drool* but instead, had to werk in a factory on nite shift. Became a 'MAT KILANG' for a while...hahah... mixed ard wit old ppl, mats n some druggies. Werk was ok, except tat i went home with a sore back n really freakin tired. Slept on the bus n missed my stop...Had to walk back 2 stops u noe...poor me!
Hey bitch... i noe u're readin this...who else rite? So i juz wanna try my luck again... Would u even CONSIDER it if i asked u out? I'm not jokin k... I'm serious bout this. I noe, i'm too young for u & all tat, but no harm tryin rite? But like i said, if u dnt wanna, its fine, I'll juz stab myself with a pen to entertain myself...hahah. But my offer stands ok? i'm serious, realie i am... n bitch? ur new runner's quite gd lookin too, doncha think? But i'm so, so much more cuter la...heheh...
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
9:44 AM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
At last, broke my virginity & finally decided to get my own blog, after much persuasion from a certain bitch i would like to call my fren. Well, she's the 1 doin all the work aniwaez...hahahah...so i guess i'd better stop wastin time typin this shit n start fiddlin about in here...hahah...hey, i can write wateva i want to coz nobody will be readin! hahahahahah....hmmm...but....*fingers gettin cramped* aiya...auu....ok...better get goin to jp n take the cake la...
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
1:40 AM
