Wednesday, October 20, 2004
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
I never seemed to be able to be left out of controversial events, & it doesn't even make a difference whether I'm there or not. Well, u guys r not gonna read this, i noe, but somehow, i wish u can... Aaaahhh, nvm, screw all u pricks...
Received a phone call this mornin frm Thai... "Alamak, lu punyer nama makin hot ah brader... Lu kira Playboy paling besar kat jrg west tau..." n so i went "Aper kau merepek nie? Kau tak tau ni pukul braper ke? Aku nak tido la, bapak kau gila!" *glances at watch:0830* "Takde, aku cuma nak bilang kau, Amin bingit pasal chickies yg dia bawak sumer asyik tanya2 pasal kau smalam, asal kau tak turun..." Thai said. N so i knew, the next time i'm seein this Amin, my name would be at the tip of every1's tongue, sayin "Fit bastard siak...da tau Amin yg bawak...yada yada..." Well, I din even TALK to them...Dunno their names, n dnt even wanna noe...freakin minahs...
Not the 1st time I got myself into this mess...In fact, it was just last week I got myself out of sumthin like this... N the cause of it HAD to be Amin again... Hey, I'll say it again, its not my fault ur gal likes me...yes, she's callin me up, so wat? even i have no time to entertain her...
I'm startin to think tat bein cute is a curse, n tat frm wat i see ard me, LOVE is....very rarely found in relationships... beginning to be NON-EXISTENT. The relationship u create, build, is an important part of ur life, n over time, it evolves n becomes a dream, a dream tat u'll want it to come true... n so u werk towards it, polishing tat uncut diamond so tat 1 fine day, u'll get to shine brightly in ur life... Dreams are never insignificant...Imagine ur dreams on the ground, gettin stomped n kicked at... Breaks ur heart doesnt it? I dunno if i'm tat good in givin myself advice, but i noe 1 thing...Cherish wat u have, n have the courage to take the risk, coz if u aren't willing to lose it all, then u've never loved n never been loved...
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
1:50 PM
