Monday, October 18, 2004
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
Today...wat happened today? I wasn't myself...n ppl around me knew i wasn't as well. Am I the only 1 who feels that I have changed? Hhmmm...
I fasted again today...so this is a new record since the last 6 years...hahah... I can now realie say tat I have achieved sumthin... but y i did is a story all in itself I think... I'm juz tryin to impress sum1... I noe its wrong, but have I ever done anythin rite? hahah... but i got thru my frens' psycho-ing, so i'm pretty pleased... If last time, sure i would have joined them for a smoke oredi... Good willpower i must say... heheh... Oh, n the free ice-cream... heheh... pity i was fastin, if not i would have been piggin out on the ice-cream offered by this officer whom i barely even noe... malay sumore...tsk...tsk...
I'm feelin good today n i noe it...Coz i kept my promise n spoke to her 2day...hahah... But seemed silly, coz she juz laffed at me... So i had to stand there acting cool while holdin on to a freakin mop...hahah... N even if she still denies it, i think she went home for LUNCH!! lolz... n she smiled at me wen goin back, so now I'm smilin to myself, and this smile was stuck here from freakin 5.45 mind u... like my frens in camp said when they saw me smilin at her..."kesukaan!!" hahahah...
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
7:58 PM
