Tuesday, November 02, 2004
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
Didnt have any entries for the weekend coz there was nothin worthy to write about. Some things are better left unsaid I guess...
The stupid parade yesterday was a freakin waste of time. That was my 1st & last parade anyway so i guess i cant realie complain. Everythin went smoothly, until i was about to go home. I was walkin thru the canteen wen MISAI called out my name. I pretended not to hear n juz walked on, not wantin to stay n have to talk to him. Just like him to send his dog Samuel to come chasing after me. Wat the hell was i s'posed to do rite? N so i went back to see him... BIG mistake. The usually noisy atmosphere of the canteen was silenced to wat u would expect how a graveyard wld be at nite wen MISAI started roaring at me for not wearin the new rank epaulette. Screw him. I could juz feel the hundreds of eyes lookin at me frm behind. Wat a way to end my shift.
Wasn't even spared this morning even though i was at the sentry post. He HAD to bring up my name during roll-call n tell every1 wat happened n all tat. But to hell with it. I got ard another 4 more days of seein his stupid face, then good riddance. Looks like i have to start clearin out my locker startin 2nite.
Juz got to thinking... Every1's making a fuss of me leaving n all, but come to think bout it, they wont even realize i'm not there after...i give 'em 3 days. hahah... Coz its true, this is NS, ppl come n go. New 1s come to replace the old 1s. The old are forgotten n u learn to live with the new. The old just becomes a distant memory. If u happen to bump into them outside, that's it then. For the ones who leave, its harder on them, coz then there is no way to replace the frens u make while servin the stupid service. The ones who carry on in camp will forget u n create a new bond with new guys. They may even forget ur name n even wat u look like. So i'm prepared for the silence of my hp, the friendly chatter ard me, n the sweet smell tat radiates frm tat sum1 who always walks past, makin the day seem easier to get thru. But i hate her, coz she makes the times pass by so fast...too fast... n then, juz like all the rest, I'm juz gonna be another memory in all their minds...
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
11:06 AM
