Thursday, December 23, 2004
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
I wish i had never said the things i said... My words even hurt me... It's freakin me out, thinking bout the consequences of my filthy words...
I had never been involved with a gal that cares so much about me. Maybe that's the reason i'm freakin out? I dunno, i just don't... Now i feel like i don't deserve her. I promised myself before, i won't make her cry coz of me, but i did. Pls, someone, anyone, curse me, beat me up... I can't even think straight now. And with regards to my previous entry below, i didn't drink, i was just not in the mood. I really need some1 to talk to, someone who can tell me how to make things right.
Why in the world did i say such things? Maybe i'm beginning to understand why others don't like me. Being an asshole just comes naturally i guess...
To hurt something so precious is unforgiveable. I have sinned. If only i could drop dead...
I'm sorry Sweetheart... I really am...
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
4:32 AM
