Thursday, January 18, 2007
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
I'm an idiot.
I am.
I know.
U don't have to say it.
I just wish someone would just kick my ass when they see me outside. Taunt me. Beat me up. Without any significant reason in doing so.
Wake me up.
Jolt me away from it all.
Staying sober hurts.
It does.
The memories.
Too damn painful.
But they were real.
so I'll never let go.
NEVER
" As a life partner, no. But maybe as a toy-boy..."
Maybe that was it.
Maybe I always was...
Hate me for loving u.
I can't help it.
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
10:25 AM