Sunday, July 08, 2007
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
Stop with all the questions.... Stop askin me when's my turn. Stop askin me what happened. Just concentrate on the ones gettin married at the moment. Pretend u didn't see me. I'm fed up answering the questions, sick of making up excuses to run when the subject's brought up. I'm single, it's complicated, I'm not looking, I'm just...waiting. So please, spare me the agony, just leave me alone.
Kalau terpingin sangat nak makan nasi minyak, korang sumer pegi la kawin lagi, jangan kacau aku..
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
8:56 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
.:. The Bitch Day Starts With .:.
Love, without expecting any return, any glimmer of reconcilation, any sign that she still cares... That's what i have to live with I guess. I'll keep on doing it, what I think is right, what I want to do. I'm not hurting her right? She doesn't even know i'm there. But I am. Sometimes when it gets unbearable, yes, I'd leave, but that doesn't mean I stopped loving her. Far from it. But yes, I don't expect anything in return, I just harbour my own stupid and most probably useless hopes. HOPE. That's the only thing I'm left with. Regret left me long ago, coz I know my own decisions brought me here, to who n where I am now. Regret won't help me now.
.:. The Bitch day Ends .:.
9:28 PM
